SCOTUS Approves Gay Marriage

Congratulations to all those gay couples in states where they can now get married. I guess I have never understood the problem with gay marriage; it doesn't take anything away from straight married folk, it would "improve society" by bringing more stable relationships among gay and lesbian couples. etc.

On the other hand, I'm not a big fan of government controlling marriage. Why should they care? But if they do, it should be equal for everyone.

Still No Relief

I'm locked back up again after a weekend out of the cage but no cumming. Although I have to admit that I've been dripping and leaking like crazy. Couldn't trust myself.

Did I tell you I'm horny? I need to suck a cock or, even better, get fucked good.

I am so fucking horny

I can't believe it. Again last night I awoke hard on pulling on my Holy Trainer. (I got to give it to the manufacturer, it holds up well under pressure.)

Horny all day today, too. I guess I really have a case of the blue balls. I'm keeping myself locked until tomorrow morning when I have to drive 8 hours to Buffalo. I just can't sit in the car that long with my cage. It's the only time it hurts. Maybe I'll take it off but not cum over the weekend and start up again when I get home Monday? Can I do it?

Long Night

Well, it wasn't a long night because I locked myself up Monday evening. I slept well Monday night but last night, I woke up about four times with a cock that wanted to grow and I wanted to pump out a load (or two).

I didn't.

Horny, yes.

Pain in the Back

I almost got up about 4 AM Saturday morning; the cock was straining to grow. Then I thought I felt something wet on my leg. But I drifted off to sleep. When I awoke about 7 AM, I got up and found that I had a nocturnal emission: my shorts were wet and still a bit sticky.

But as I started moving around, I felt a pain in my lower back and my back started to tighten up. It's an old injury that flares up once or twice a year. Too bad. It was a beautiful weekend. In order to head off a long, painful siege, I have to take half a muscle relaxant pill. It works but I'm a zombie for about 24 hours. In fear of having to go to the doctor or ER, I took my cage off. (I was going to take it off to clean anyway.) Not that I could do anything. Having taken the pill, I had no more interest in my cock than doing jumping jacks.

It's Monday and I'm going to see my primary care physician today because my back is still not better, although it's improved somewhat not that I've made an appointment. Maybe I'll lock up this evening.

Holy Trainer 2 Perspective Again

I've had my Holy Trainer 2 since the end of January, 2015 and I have to say that I'm very pleased with this cage. It's simple; only three pieces including the lock and it's easy to put on. (Particularly compared with the cb series).

I find it very easy to put on and comfortable to wear. I sometimes forget that I have it on. Although, if my cock wants to grow, it's constrained by the tube (mine is the small size tube). I don't have that much pull on my balls when I try to get an erection. That's kind of nice at night.

I've had it on now about a week. I was planning to take it off and cum tomorrow but I'm thinking about going longer.

Your suggestions?

PS: I'd like to have a keyholder. Nothing too involved; just someone to push me longer and punish me if I screw up. Could be online. Volunteers?

My Male Chastity Blog

Well, not mine. Somebody else. But lots of pictures of locked cocks. And he's over 100 days! My hero.

My Male Chastity Blog

And then some days...

And then some days I don't feel all that horny. Today was one of those days and most of the time I just forgot that I had my cage on. And I didn't care much. Just one of those days, I guess.  I've got a busy day tomorrow so I'll probably be distracted by my raging hard on.

Why is this addictive?

Is chastity addictive?

Is that too strong a term? Perhaps more like a habit. Does the buildup of testosterone feedback into my brain to want to do longer chastity?

I took my cage off last Friday night and came shortly thereafter and again Saturday morning. I was so busy this weekend but I was missing my cage and put it on again Sunday evening before I went to bed. It felt so right.

As I write this my cock is straining against my cage just thinking about it.

Delicious Morning Wood

I don't wake up every morning with my cock squeezed in my Holy Trainer and my balls pulled tight by the device, but when it does happen... I love it.

Happened this morning about 5 AM. (I usually wake about 5:15 to exercise and get ready for work). I just lay there for a while while my erection tried to expand. Unlike erections caused for a reason (porn, etc.) these erections are like waves. It's like my erection is disconnected from my mind. Kind of surreal. But pleasant; very pleasant.

Eventually, it will subside, or as in this case, go down because I take a leak.

Wheel of Misfortune

I enjoy being locked and I also enjoy taking random bets with myself to see how long I will remain locked, if I can cum and if I suffer a ruined orgasm when I do cum.

I'm usually locked but because I don't have a keyholder (yet), I play an online random game to see if I have to remain locked or can be free. I use this site that I found on lockedm4m.net:
http://www.time2cum.com/wheel.html

I change the fields and the chances. I usually run with:
1 chance of orgasm
2 chances of ruined orgasm
5 chances of staying locked for one more day

I then run the wheel until I have three of any of the options. Today i "won" stay locked for another day.

Once in a while I change the fields to longer locked periods.

It's kind of fun. Sometimes I play chastity bingo which is also a link from locked4m4.

Online Keyholder?

I'm thinking of searching for an online keyholder. They say that you aren't really locked up in chastity until someone else has they key. I've never had a keyholder.

What do you think? Should I find a keyholder? How should I go about finding a keyholder? I'm on locked m4m and they might be able to hook me up with someone. Would a in-person keyholder be better?

Would you be interested?