Kind of Disappointing

After two weeks of denial, I masturbated to orgasm Sunday night. It was nice, but kind of disappointing. It's Tuesday and I'm having trouble even getting it up. I seem to have more fun when I don't cum.

Ruined

Teased myself a bit too much last night. I wasn't exactly edging but having a good strong erection. I had set a time limit on my pleasure and at the stroke of 10 I stopped stimulation. I lay back to rest and felt a slight rush of what I thought might be piss. But it was a leak of cum. No orgasm or pleasurable pulse, just a feeling of wet on my leg. Not as much as a full load either, much less. Still, I guess this qualifies as a "ruined orgasm." Not satisfying at all. I wish it hadn't happened. But I'm still horny as hell. Should I be punished?

Edging

It's been a week since my last orgasm and today was an amazing experience. I woke up with an erection. After getting up to pee (I'm over 60!) I was so horny that just touching myself got me close to orgasm. I edged several times but decided that I didn't want to tempt fate and put my cock away. I calmed down and decided that I would go at least another week. It's been at least six months since I've gone that long. I forgot how good it feels.

It's been a while

I know it's been months since my last post. I've been locked and unlocked during that time. Mostly unlocked. Lately I've been doing chastity without the device. I've been going about a week at a time. The difference is that I've been getting myself hard watching porn and playing with my cock. Not enough to come or come close. (I don't trust myself that much. Just enough to get really frustrated. I've gotten a few cases of "blue balls" where it hurts for a while. Of course, I've also been taking the opportunity to abuse my balls a bit and I guess that helps. I've been reading some stories about humiliation and find it to be a fascinating subject.

locked

I'm locked again. Had a painful/pleasurable nocturnal erection last night. It made a slight bruise mark of the piss slit on the tip of my cock. I might be coming down with a cold. I'm going to some cold-ez and rest.

I almost forgot

I'm locked again in my cb6000s and I haven't had an orgasm since last Friday, but the unusual thing is that I haven't had an erection since then. I've watched some porn but nothing. I thought I might have had an erection early this morning but it was only a full bladder. I'm usually straining the seams on my cage by now. I know my friend, Goodguy at Chastity Journal on Being Caged, has had similar experiences. We'll see what happens.

Snip, Snip

Katherine Heigl Hates Balls from Katherine Heigl

Super Bowl Sunday

Meh. I enjoy watching football on occasion but I guess I resent the commercial excesses of the whole super bowl enterprise. There are some nice butts to look at, however. Hubby is a hooked on "Downton Abbey" on PBS and so, I probably won't watch the whole game.

Ruined Orgasms

I've been playing with ruined orgasms. My goal is to edge enough to leak my cum without any release, no pulse or squirt. My cum just slowly oozes out. There's no release and I'm still hard and horny. I've had some discomfort with "blue balls" like symptoms. I doubt that I'm disposing of all my cum. But the frustration is building. Has anyone else tried ruined orgasms?

Locked up

My hubby is out west on family business for the past week and I've used this opportunity to dust off the old cb6000s and "get back in the saddle." I was a bit apprehensive that my body would have to adjust all over again but I seem to have picked up about where I left off without any physical issues with soreness, etc. I've had a few erections at night but they felt like an old familiar friend. I'm horny as hell and loving it.

Dude!

Penis tattoos leads to permanent erection. Click here. Some thoughts:

1. Owwww. I'd rather get a piercing than a tattoo on my penis. Do you have to maintain an erection while getting a penile tattoo? What does it look like after swimming in cold water?
2. Are penis tattoos common in Iran? For a country that requires women to wear scarves, perhaps a lot more goes on behind closed doors than one might think.
3. I'm not sure that this headline will discourage penile tattoos. Get a tattoo and you'll have a hard-on all the time. Some idiots will think that's a feature not a bug.

Happy New Year

I hope all of us will have a healthy, peaceful, happy new year. For those of you who enjoy chastity, may you have an edgy (perhaps even frustrating) time.